||[Feb. 7th, 2011|10:52 am]
my first day at work later, i'm slightly nervous. |
I wish I could get rid of this enormous fear of speaking out when I need to. I think I fear too much. It's scary how I can never stay at home alone if not I would start becoming this huge blob of angst. I need to do something with my life, get out and be that happy me once again.